dear boy,

I wanted you so badly. You came into my life when my esteem was low, hopes were down, and spirit was exhausted. You brought me higher in life in so many ways I can’t explain, and still the mere reminisce of our times instantaneously draws a smile to my face. I miss you. I miss you more than you’re able to comprehend. I knew what I was getting myself into, I knew I was going to get hurt, I knew this was going to suck. Somehow, somewhere in the future, I want to be with you. I want to be with you, with no boundaries of distance separating us. I just want to love you, I want to just be held by you, kissed on the forehead agian, and feel like I’m beautiful again whenever I’m with you. I know you’re hurt, I know things are changing too fast for you, but just remember I will always be here for you. I will wait for you, whenever you turn around and come running back, I’ll be here with open arms and tearing eyes. Thanks for everything you’ve done. My summer wouldn’t have been the same without you, for that, I’m eternally grateful.